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We are surrounded by zillions of activities every day and it is normal not to  pay attention to ourselves.

But have you noticed this: when you come home after work, you turn on your PC, and while it is booting, you will be changing clothes, going to shower, turn on TV. Or remake it to fit yourself. The point is in time. We are not waiting until the PC starts, the tea gets colder, microwave heats up something to eat…

Why are we acting so strange? Why can`t we just sit down, relax and wait? Always in hurry to save the World, to get maximum from the 24 hours.

Because the time is changing, we must be in action not to loose our grip on life, or it will pass by, without us. We want to be better than others, so we have to develop ourselves. And it does not matter where, in sports or politics, we programmed our minds to work hard. I totally understand and agree, at some points.

Unfortunately, a lot of us are not sparing themselves. We can work for 16 hours a day, that is nice, but for how long? After few weeks we will become exausted, but this is not a problem. Our mind will be damaged. What will average think? “I tried so hard, and I failed. I am a looser”- or something like that. We will be not so confident in ourselves anymore. And in few such ‘non-stop-activities’ faith is lost. And now even small problems are becoming huge.

Just try to relax. Sometimes it is good to stop, look what is done, analyze it, and then, move forwards. It is like journey. What will you choose, analyze the map of journey,  loosing few hours but knowing what is ahead. Or rushing towards the future, and finding yourself falling from the cliff you did not notice?

Hey there.

I am very sorry not writing for a long time. Had some reasons.

Would like to share something personal, this is a blog, remember, personal blog.

At first! New 2009 has arrived! Yeah! Second, I have a new job. Third, i must begin to write my science work…

Now I am, I think, pure PHP programmer.  After 10 month of work in a small, but family like company, decided to change my workplace. Why? We always must be in a movement. The only thing i do not like, is to get up at 7:30 am. It is not so early, and the problem is not that I want to sleep. It is still so dark outside. And people, like zombies, going to work, to spend there 8 hours a day, 40 years of life.

I thought a little bit overhere. What would you better do, sit at home, thinking and developing your genious idea, or goind to work for 8 hours a day? Personally I think, that we should be working, until we have not our own business. But not working for 8 hours a day, a little bit less. Please, listen, i will try to explain.

Of course, we all must work, because we have to pay for house/apartement/car/university and so on. But! Working for somebody else, that will not change anything to you. You will be so exausted by that, so in the evening you would rather watch TV, than reading and developing yourself… Think about it. Do not waste your life, try as hard as you can to be independent.

I will explain everything more seriously, but for the end, some numbers.

I live in Estonia, average salary around 11 000.- eek.

1.- USD dollar  ~ 11.- eek

For our 40 years(until the pension?), working 8 hours a day, we will earn:

12 * 11 000 = 132 000.- eek in a Year

132 000 * 40 (years) = 5 280 000.- eek  This is around $480 000.-

This is a very small sum. Only 480k. Meaning you are not eating, buying anythig, going out. Are you satisfied with it?

This nice Lambo costs around $330 000.- You really want to work for someone, or at least try to do something?

My blog is not devoted to this kind of stuff, but this is great!